Its a shame really

I have always credited myself as being a fairly decent writer. Especially when I just let things flow when I have a lot on my mind. Lately though I let those thoughts just marinate in my head instead of getting it out on some kind of "paper". I started this blog, many moons ago in hopes of having an outlet to write whats on my mind and true to form.. I have failed again to keep up with it. Its a little disappointing to me how I let "things" get in the way. I have just have face the fact that I suck at prioritizing my life.. Now lets be honest. Blogging while fun is probably where it should be, bottom of the list. But when I check in and read what I write.. I think, man I really should do this more often. So here I sit, kids screaming in the background while I try to write something clever..

So really and truly I am going to try and try hard to keep an updated journal of some sort. So while I am thinking about it.. I want to talk a little about friends. I have had some significant things happen in regards to friends lately which is good. My best friend from high school finally found me on Facebook. We were always "close" by each other and I am still amazed that we never ran into each other but I am thrilled to be in touch with her again. We have so much to catch up on.. so much and we were so close back in the day. I do miss those types of relationships. Sometimes I think I have nothing like now... but you know maybe I do. Not in the sense of sharing every last detail of my life, but friends that I know I can laugh with, have a good time with and basically see eye to eye with. Its great to have no drama friendships with these girls.

Then there's those friends with conditions, you know the ones that will only be friends with you when it suits them or they want something only you can provide... I have a few of those and that's ok but the hard pill to swallow is when you thought someone who was a good friend is actually a friend with conditions. I recently discovered that about a few people I know. And while disappointing to know that's the type of people they are I have decided its ok because I know who's true to me, who I am true to and I am not going to clutter my brain worrying about the rest.

So, I am off to update my other poorly managed blog stampintildawn@blogspot.com Its supposed to showcase my art. I have lots of projects since my last post.. but guess what, haven't shared them here. I do suck at blogging. Lets see if I can change that.